Thursday, July 10, 2008

Introducing Nikki~

Woof!! This is my dear doggie Nikki! He's been with us for 9 years plus, yeah he's getting old, he's not as active as before. He used to bark at every single living things, birds and flies!!!!! yes, flies! he cant stand house flies that come circling around his food and you'll see him trying to bite those flying creatures which is quite amusing....
Nikki posing for the camera with a BIG smile (^_^) sweet!

Ahhh flash are blinding my eyes~~~
Nikki in his dreaded shower rituals. I don't look good here, stop taking pictures of me and show it to everybody else!!!!!!!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

...09 July 2008...

Hola!... looking back at all my previous post.. WOW... guess I only write my blog like... once or twice a year :p hehe and always promising to write more and then finally the next entry will end up after 6 months the least... ok ahem, here the first of the Year 2008 post! I know i know, now it's already past the mid of 2008...c'mon gimme a break ok, I'm a busy person :p

July 2008, it's been about 10 months since my last post, and wow... looking back... there's so many things happened along the way, good, not so good, and I've learned along the way. From June 2007 that I've moved on to joined a new company, slowly I've learn that working is much more different then what I thought before. Previously I've been working in a small company with a total employee of 30 odd people, environment are totally different from working in a big company with few hundreds employee which most of us don't know each other. I comes as a culture shock at first but then I've learned to settle down and trying hard to adjust myself to a different people-environment in order to survive here. I always think that I'm able to handle any new things, adventures, stumbling block that is to come my way. I've always thought I am tough and mature enough to face the world, but it seems that it does not turn out that way. I lost my confidence, my confidence in working, my confidence in handling people, my confidence in my future, I lost my security in me... I thought I used to be cheerful always, happy and smiling, but now I faking my cheerfulness, and smiles so that I can get through everyday, with people. I don't know what's wrong with myself, I don't know why. Sometimes I felt like crying and I really don't know why... and when my boyfriend asked me why so quiet I said I don't know he doesn't seem to believe me... I really don't know... maybe I'm developing some sort of depression... sigh... mid twenties crisis... hahaha..... you know, I'm trying... I'm trying to be cheerful back... I'm trying to make it up... I really hope you will understand...

Ok, let's talk about happier things.... past 2 days 07.07.08.. and one year before 07.07.07, I met this guy in a party, he didn't really got my attention then and after few days, we got in touch and talked, hang out, we actually found out that we went to the same gym and that means more chances for us to hang out :p talking about the same gym we really did went to the same place before, the same university, the internet marketing seminar by the same company, the same college, it's just that we've never met each other then... it's really cool when you talked about it and hey! I'm there too! hmm how come we just never noticed each other :p so yeah, finally, we're together now :p He's a great guy and I'm really happy being with him. He's understanding and loving and always with a surprise to make me smile, I really hope he'll stay the same always...

Guess I'll try to post more next time... ohya.. I've decided to take up MBA, most probably will be in Open University Malays as it has more flexible schedule. Hope I'll be able to cope with the studies and work, since I have stopped stuying like 3 years ago, guess may need some time to adjust back being a student and exams, assignments and all :p wish me luck!